whats my dream quite a tough question to be answered. I am just another common man

I want everything, I want to be perfect, I want to make this world perfect but that would make this life boring. So it would be better if none of my dream are fulfilled so I have something to chase throughout my life to make it more interesting more happening more joyful. I might get fedup running but still thr would be something to do, something unpredictable, something sexy.

Damn I am just tooo much confused, my dream is to have everything, and I dont want to have everything.