If you have a poor history and failed in the past that is a good reason to judge without wasting time trying you out.

About XFS it is a budget platform that most host that run without paying affiliates use and shows a lack of long term commitment on your part.

No one is going to code you a site without being paid a fair amount of money and no one will trust you to work on the code without making an advance payment for the work.

Get real.